and also because of friends and enemies that I am enough strong to come back.
Before i go on, pleas read summary of Terezas story.
It is now one hour already that i am looking through window to guess my future, … and past mistakes are rising from memory. Overwhelming all.
Guiding me to get to conclusion that there must be some connection between struggle and misfortune … blinding me to not see the bright side. Essential questions about the fate and faith are still not clear to me. Still at 46 of age.