And for all us.
are my favorite neighbors. They have been coming yesterday to Tereza for diner. “Spaghetti con pomodoro” and bottle of shiraz.
My PC is making me troubles. No sound and graphic card. I am so nervous that is better if i quit now.
I was scared to death. I did throw another 2 anchors, when i did notice that main was dragging.
I could not move away because my engine is not working- it is without injection pump now.
But to say something nice also i had a great afternoon yesterday on a Sunny ray (beautiful catamaran) with Danniel family and friends.
(English translation on the end:)
Goran [1.6.2016 5:26:27]: Kako je 🙂
Ivan [1.6.2016 5:29:10]: Brskam po internetu, da se utrudim, da se nebom prebujal ponocci. Ti?
Goran [1.6.2016 5:29:10]:Sem na dopustu in se sedaj vozim iz “toccka 1” v “toccka 2”. Je dolga pot pa malo blodim na internetu. Kje se ti nahajaš?
Ivan [1.6.2016 5:36:19]:Rio dulce Gutemala
Goran[1.6.2016 5:39:27:Boš štartal?
Goran [1.6.2016 5:40:00]:Verjetno teško vprašanje…
Ivan [1.6.2016 5:40:00]:Ko popravim Boss pumpo
Goran [1.6.2016 5:26:27]: How are you 🙂
Ivan [1.6.2016 5:29:10]: I am browsing the internet, to get tired,to net weak up in the night. And you?
Goran [1.6.2016 5:29:10]:I am having a holliday and i am now driving from “point 1” to “point 2”. It is a long way, so i am browsing the internet. Where are you?
Ivan [1.6.2016 5:36:19]:Rio dulce Gutemala
Goran[1.6.2016 5:39:27:Will you start?
Goran [1.6.2016 5:40:00]:Probably difficult question…
Ivan [1.6.2016 5:40:00]:When i will repair the injection pump
This morning i did start the day little differently like usual. I was sleeping like at home bed. You know when you do not want to get up and making it just bit little longer and longer. And also i did won 2 games from three that we were playing on chess with Filipo latter in the afternoon.. And now i am not feeling so tired ass i usually do at the evening. And Now again,i mean rely now it can not stop to torment me an anxious idea that i will not remember all the persons that i have been talking today when i will try to list them. So, lets do it now:
Jean cloud, shop next to Lorena, Lorena, shop on the other side of Lorena. “dispensa publica” (super market), fast food at crossroads, small batteries guy,lady where i did left my bicycle, bicycle shop,Jessica , Mahne, Filipo,Del, her brother,Marta, Marsel, his partner, Paco, Robert, his wife, Sea wolf lady,…, Karen, her secretary, solar system shop, gas station, the other person at gas station. Did i forgot somebody. Probably. But… you can not know. Can you be in my head? Yes, you are when i am thinking what you might thing reading this. But from the other side- yours side, you may be, if we are in synchronization. And this depends mostly from me- how i show the story. And going through this experimental writing experience. Getting to the point to envelope everything in an universal point of view,… I am trying to make you see my thoughts, but you can not see what are my thoughts. Isn’t it an paradox, because i rely do not want you to know what is in my head. Who would like that other can see what they have in their head? Where i was. Well,I want you to know only what i want about what is in my head. Wouldn’t it be nice from me to tell you more at this point. I am trying. But before of all i have to tel you that, it is not that i am happy about it. Or that i feel much satisfaction or sense of accomplishment. i know only that i am trying to pleas everybody, having deep subconscious algorithm that it will turn back. That life will be more kind with me. Isn’t it selfish? This thought did cross my mind.
Lets start from beginning. Today Robert on Moody Mistress did gave me an sail for free. I did get it because i was at right point at right time. listening the radio net on Filipos boat even if he does not usually listen to the radio net broadcasting. And on the radio people from Sea wolf did contact me to tel me about Injection pump mechanic (mahne).
You know what i will stop writing for today. Or maybe i could go on. Mahne tomorrow will give me the price for Injection pump reparation kit.
What else. Can you follow me? I think that there are chances 8 of 10 that you are not. Oh, i did forgot two girls in marine shop in town. And i guy – the guard here in marina which i was helping to install Youtube downloader for android. And other two guards. I think that now i have 30 persons. 10 more than there were seeing my blog yesterday. I think that it could be enough for today and maybe also for ever and that i should rely stop now. Also i was talking to get new airplane ticket today. But let make a mystery about it. For fun, seeing how it will get to point of no returning back.
All until now was an manipulation to make you get in confusion about a everything. I am not sure if i did succeed,but for me it works. I have an chaoutic experience. What does surprise me is that to me it does not look as extravagant at all. It is only that i have got an sail for free today and i want to use it as exchange for work that i want Tom to accomplish it on Terezas front sail. And again this is in my head. Will the reality turn also in this way. Will see and we will know. Do you know about that phrase in bible: “Blessed Are They That Have Not Seen, and Yet Have Believed”
O, i also forgot people which i have been in contact over the “net”: Thomas, another person which name i will not expose,and people on sailing cruising forum. Let me finish because i have to talk with Jim on forum.
Just another thought isn’t the richness to have so many interaction with so many different people? And more on, isn’t it great to be i writer?
You may get three info from next picture:
-how big is the leak from injection pump (one our of running)
-how my hand cut is healing
-how clean-dirty is my cucine
And another picture shows the Ram marina team for hulling in-out of boats does look like.
It was yesterday. I realized that it would be interested to you know how does it look this part of the world.
I was worried how people will react. But then i just did it. Acting as nothing special is going on.
because in her last video in the time line at 2:53 you may see Tereza.
(Check lower right corner. That’s Tereza.)
Nike and Jasna have been kind of inspiration for me. I had already have opportunity to meet both of them. And i am in contact with them from time to time. As i did wrote today to thanks Nike for showing Teresa in her video. I did meet her in Ram marina. I remember me shouting :”Nike!” And her answering :”Yes”. It was magic then what filling of happiness did i feel.
When Igor –a skipper and the colleges from office, from my last job did told me about Nike i did watch couple of here videos. It was clear for me at once that i want do the same life. And i remember when he was saying maybe you will meet her somewhere. But still i did not expect to have Tereza facing Carl. I am sorry that i was not there when Nike was. I was working in Germany at that time. But still i did met her last January.
It was in summer of 2013 that i went to Jasnas lecture about sailing and living on a boat. And i did like the idea a lot from beginning. The event was going on in Izola. Jasna is coming just 20 km away from Izola; from the Italian side of border between Italia and Slovenia.
And now i realize that i did not still yet write to Jasna to compliment about the book that she did wrote together with Rick. And i will say thanks to Aljosa whom did sent me the book.
I will talk about my future now. It is more or less clear to me that i want go on. with intention to cross the Pacific. Maybe is to soon to talk about it. But you know that i am not so naive any more. Last 10 days i had time to think about it. I know now what i have to do on Tereza. After that I think i can get to Panama. So i want to go to Panama and live there. I want to find me sorce of income there. Any work is fine just to keep me going on. Last year on Isla moheres i did got ofer opportunity to work as a mechanic on boats with a guy from America which is living there now. But i did say no because it was to expensive to hull out Teresa there and i did not have money for reparings. Hurricane session will start in one month and Isla moheres is in hurricane danger zone and i can not go there and risk to lose Tereza . And i am not sure if the guy (i will check his name later i must still have his visit card somewhere) still needs me. But maybe i will go there in winter. I have to renew contact wit him.
So. In 10 days i should be ready to go back to Utila again. Anyway as you may see i am writing more because i did got back my belief in what i am doing. I want to live on sailing boat exploring oceans. And i want to share my freedom with you. Make you know that freedom is possible. But that you have to work to get there. And maybe you will come and visit me somewhere on my path.
Else there is still my airplane ticket waiting for me on 20 June. To go back to Slovenia and work for 6 months somewhere in Germany. Accumulate money for expenses to cross the Panama channel and go to Polinesia.
I miss my friends and family. “I am thinking about you now each time when i am thinking about gratitude.”